| Location | Colchester |
| Age | 15 years |
| Date of Birth | 5/1980 |
| Date of Death | 4/1996 |
| Visitors | 2,159 since 22/04/2007 |
| Creator |
Russell "rusty" boswick died on the 25th april 1996 aged 15 years and 11 months he has 1 brother (stuart), 2 half brothers (justin and craig), 1 half sister (michaela) and 1 amazing mother (carol) also a whole world of other important people who love him. The last time I saw my half brother I was 18 months old much too young to remember him alot of people say it must be easier for me as I didnt really know him but its not...... I will never know what his fave colour was or what food he liked or even what he wanted to be when he was older and even though I didnt know him I think of him every single day!! No one even told me when he died I read it in the news paper I was 8! I am 20 now and I vist his grave as much as I can leave cards, flowers and some times I just stand and look at his picture trying not to blink in case he winks or talks....... but he never does. I know he supported arsenal f.c and that he was very bright and never had a bad word to say about any one....... thats it?! I wish I knew more but its just to painfull for the family to talk about him. I just have to accept that my big brother is gone forever and I will see him up in heaven one day. I've got to know stuart really well now and I love him so so so much he means the world to me!! Nothing or no one could or would ever re-place any of my brothers I love them all and russell and stuart may be my half brothers but I whole love them...........we will be together some day soon rusty and you better gets the drinks in because I want to know EVERY THING about you!!! I miss you so much every one does we are so so proud of you and NO ONE blames you your are angel take care babes all my love hugs and kisses michaela x x x x
p.s antie lyn sends her love always x x
Rusty took his own life 25/04/1996 (3 days after my 8th birthday).
Since creating this page Stuart has also taken his own life and a page will be done for him when the family feel ready, untill that time please feel free to leave tributes and candles for both of my brothers on Rustys page as im sure he would'nt mind.
**stuarts page is now finished so please feel free to visit and light a candle or leave a tribute, thank you**
(I would just like to say a massive thank you to every one for your continued love and support through this very difficult time.
Just make the most of every single day with your loved ones becuase there's no warning with suicide it just happens and in most cases like mine, you dont even get the chance to say good bye and even if some one is always smiling and looks as though they couldnt be happier, you never can tell what a person is truely thinking as im sure that other people who have lost loved ones to suicide will agree with me and to those people my heart truely goes out to you.)
Hi Rusty, been thinking about you alot recently, just wished you were here to talk to right now. When we were kids we use to have the best days of our lives. Played round each others houses, played on the field, went to town. Thats what best friends did. As well as annoyed our parents and got up to mischief. Its been a long time now since you have passed our world and gone to where the spirit lives locates themselves. I want to say your very much missed as well as your brother Stuey and when my time is up, got a long time to wait tho lol i will be joining ya and catching up from the last years we saw each other before your familly moved, loved ya xx
Never Forgotten
Glad I have found this page. It seems so long since you left us Russ-T - I spell it the way you always told me you wanted it spelt at School, see I still remember little things like that. I just wanted to say that I still think about you a lot. You will always be in my heart with love.
I still remember our last lesson, it was Maths, and you and me sat together at the back of the class (as usual). It was such an intense lesson, we had the most laughs I reckon we had ever had, you were in top form, even funnier than usual, if that was possible! It was as if God knew that would be our last time together, and we made the most of it. The last time we talked that day, we were running to catch our busses, I asked you if you were ok about court, and I still see your face now, when you turned to me and said “Course Jay, I’m untouchable, just like 2pac”. Unfortunatley both you and him carried more pain than your friends could ever know.
RIP.
Love always,
J
hey rusty!!
soooo sorry i haven't been able to leave you and stu messages but i lost my password!! just wanted to let you know that your nephew has finally arrived!! and we've called him olly stuart... i know we said we were having harry but it got soooooo popular while i was pregnant we decided to change our minds!!... hope you and stu are both ok... missing you both like crazy!!! but will bring summer and olly up to see you both as soon as the weathers better ok... love you millions and millions babe, take care xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
well.... ITS A BOY!!!!! your going to have a little nephew!!!... we have decided to call him Harry Stuart... i hope you don't mind babe... as soon as he's born i'll bring him straight up to see you both!!... hope you and stu are ok and behaving yourselves!!... love you millions darling x x x x x
hello darling,
just wanted to come on and let you know that your going to have another niece or nephew!!! we find out on the 26th what the baby's sex is so we'll let you know!!! hope you and stu are ok and your looking after your nan x x x x x x x x x x love you millions x x x x x x x x
hey russ,
saw your mum today.... you only have to look into her eyes to see the pain shes going through!! please look over her... she needs her boys!!
if a magic fairy came to me and granted me 1 wish... i wouldn't wish to win the lottery or to have a big house..... i'd wish for all your mum's pain and hurt to be taken away!!!! i think the world of her and I'd do absolutely anything for her but it breaks my heart that i can't do the 1 and only thing she wants and thats to bring her boys back!!
please give her the strength she needs to carry on.
love you x x x x x
just missing you x
hey rusty,
just a message to let you know we are all thinking of you as always..... i was going through all the old pictures the other day and i must say there are some truly shocking one's of you and stu!!! wish you were both hear to have a laugh over them with me ..... but hopefully you and stu are well and are looking after your nan!!
love you darling x x x x x x x x
take care x x x x x x
hello darling,
just alittle message to let you know i'm thinking of you all the time xxxx love you xxxx
hey bruv!!
well your little niece has arrived!! summer-jayne was born on thursday july 3rd at 10:40am and she is the most beautiful little girl in the world!!
I have wrote on stu's page that i'm hoping to bring her up to your graves tomorrow but if i dont make it then it will be some time this week.
i wish so much that you were both hear to see how tiny she is but i know you'll both be looking down watching over her (god help any boys that break her heart lol)
love you millions x x
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